I want to put your wishes into mini origami stars! Why?
My biological mother died a little over a year ago. Harsh way to start off a blog, I know, but it's important. To keep my sanity I started cultivating simple repetitive tasks. Knitting was one, and mini origami stars was another. Knitting eventually grew too difficult for my taxed brain to handle so origami stars it was. Learning to cut the strips of origami paper to correct lengths and widths took up quite a bit of my time. Developing the perfect technique to create just the right shape to turn into a teeny tiny star took up quite a bit more. It was simple, time consuming and repetitive.
Perfect.
As you can imagine, my brain eventually turned back on, and could handle things like cooking dinner and knitting complex patterns, among my myriad of other regular activities. But the habit stuck, a simple little thing to keep my hands busy while my mind handled other matters.
It has been over a year and try as I might to give these things away, to everyone I know and people that I've never met, I still have thousands. Literally. In all colors and textures. It's just...well, it's ridiculous.
So! I decided to come up with a brilliant idea to turn what was quickly becoming a bad habit into something at least a little bit useful.
Which is where you come in.
What I need, are wishes. Legend has it that the maker of a 1000 origami stars is granted a wish. I don't really need any wishes right this second, and besides I've spent the last year making plenty. What I want to do now is make stars - and wishes - for other people.
The idea is that I'll collect anonymous wishes, from scraps of paper mailed to me, to comments on this blog, and I'll write them down on the strips of paper I use to make a star. One wish per star. 1000 stars per jar. Then I will try and sell the jar, and donate the money to a charity that is devoted to making wishes come true. You know the ones. (Suggestions are always appreciated.)
Now, I'm sure this sounds downright silly, and I'll give you that. But help a girl out - if I'm going to keep making these damn things they might as well have a purpose.
Wishes! I want your wishes, your hopes, your dreams! You wake up in the morning and wish you didn't have to go to school or work or that it wasn't raining, or that it was. You hope that college acceptance letter comes in the mail today, that your hair will do what you want, that the boy you sit across from on the subway looks up at you. Your dreams of the perfect dress with the perfect shoes for the perfect event, or a daring adventure the Tuesday after next. I want them all.
I know, daunting, both for you, and me. But I will do my best to keep up, and try and give you as many ideas as I can. And it's easy! Just comment on this post or posts to come, plus it is totally anonymous. Your deepest, darkest (or shiniest) secret wishes can remain just that.
And thank you.
I wish I could afford to go back to school.
ReplyDeleteI wish I could do it all
ReplyDeleteI wish I had wings...
ReplyDeleteI wish I could find the perfect apartment.
ReplyDeleteI wish everything would turn out the way it should. I wish that I was appreciated more. I wish I had more money. I wish I appreciated things more. I wish that when I was eleven and upset about my parents' divorce and my dad living far away and I wanted to send him a hug, I could. I wish more people spoke to each other. I wish people weren't so afraid of things that are unfamiliar to them. I wish I was best friend's with Will Smith. I wish I was less afraid of things unfamiliar to me. I wish Pushing Daisies wasn't off the air. I wish some people wouldn't have it so hard. I wish our cat was still a kitten. I wish I knew how to play guitar. I wish it was not so hot in this apartment. I wish that parents understood how great their kids are. I wish I could constantly replay my best days. I wish I wasn't so shy. I wish I had more concrete solutions.
ReplyDelete(There are a great deal of wishes because you have a great deal of stars).
These are great! Thankyou to the last poster - the more wishes the better! I'm glad someone illustrated that. Keep them coming!
ReplyDeleteI wish I could see the world. I wish I knew what to do with my life. I wish I was back in Portland. I wish you get more wishes.
ReplyDeleteI hope I can survive the year.
ReplyDeleteI hope that when my mom's stage 4 lung cancer gets the better of her that I can find such an effective way of coping (like this project.)
ReplyDeleteI wish I didn't have to write that.
I wish I didn't have to think about that.
I wish I could blame someone. Or something.
I wish I could hide in a cave and not cope.
I wish I were able to help more.
I wish I were able to make these wishes come true.
I sometimes wish I were still in highschool. I sometimes wish that I never have to graduate college because the real world scares the living shit out of me. I wish I never had to grow up, ever. I wish that I was more eloquent, elegant, and extravagant but know I never will be. I don't wish for beauty, but for strength in times that I need it. I wish that I didn't think the world would be a better place without me in it. I wish I could do something important with my life. I wish I would stop falling up stairs and tripping over the shit I leave on the floor. And I wish, mostly, for love.
ReplyDeleteTo Anonymous who's mom has stage 4 cancer - hang in there. You're young and beautiful and strong, and you will find a way.
ReplyDeleteI wish that my aunt was still alive.
ReplyDeleteI sometimes wish my aunt was my mother instead of who my mother is (and I always feel guilty after I think that)
I wish I was a stronger person and could have held my family together.
I wish that I could make my ex happy and healthy
I hope one day I can stop hating my exes for what they've said and done to me
I dream that life is beautiful and I wish that I can always hold on to that when my hopes get trampled in life
To the poster whose Mom has cancer:
ReplyDeleteI just lost a former ex to cancer. It was very strange having her come back into my life (after 2 decades) unexpectedly then being with her through the diagnosis, treatment then her terrible decline.
It was strange because even though I don't believe in any higher power except gravity, somehow, I couldn't help but feel it was Meant To Be in some cosmic way. I still puzzle over it from time to time.
In the end, the pain does fade as memories embrace us.
Courage. You are not alone.
I wish I would stop thinking that everyone hates me.
ReplyDeleteI wish that I will be motivated more to lose weight and to be able to do it faster.
ReplyDeleteI wish I could find a job that won't break my soul
ReplyDeleteI wish that there were less pain in the world and that the the beauty could always shine through. I hope that I can do something meaningful with my life and help people, especially those that I love.
ReplyDeleteI wish my grandparents were still alive. I hope that my parents pass away peacefully when it is their time (hopefully a long time from now). I hope my sister is more successful then I could ever be. I hope that I can become my own boss some day. I want so badly to play the flute again.
ReplyDeleteI wish I wasn't wasting my time
ReplyDeletei hope that when he moves in tonight, that it isn't the end of our amazing relationship.
ReplyDeleteI wish that my husband and youngest son would get on a lot better.
ReplyDeleteI wish that parents weren't so homophobic and that I can let them in on what I truly am.
ReplyDeleteI wish that I could find an apartment in California to move in with my girlfriend.
I wish that our love never fails us.
I wish that we will be able to get married.
I like the idea of this project very much!
ReplyDeleteAll the best to you and good luck!
Here is my wish...
I wish that one day I will be able to shake the hand of Mark Knopfler. And make at least one person want to google/youtube his name!
I wish to find my soulmate.
ReplyDeleteI wish that the people I have wronged could know how sorry I am.
ReplyDeleteI wish that the people I care for knew how much they meant to me.
I wish that everyone could know how much I love them, just for being human.
I wish that I could stop worrying so much.
ReplyDeleteI wish I had the courage to change things.
I wish the world could be a wee bit happier.
<3.
I wish I could speak Spanish.
ReplyDeleteI wish my landlord shoveled out the laundry room door.
I wish I had a view of the beach.
I wish it wasn't 10 degrees out.
(got some of your stars while I was visiting Portland this weekend...love them!!)